starting with a new life soon.....=)

BABY!...i love u so much...
no matter wat circumstances....we go thru together ok....
i really love u deep in my heart...n no one cn replace u in my heart...
n tt i promise u hubby!...=)
muacks!

last night

last night was a disaster day for me
gosh...
who the hell do u think u are.??
rmbr..i wont fall into any swit tok ok..
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last night, my ex msg me....
n he really2 make me blast out at late
night..
he still in his own world...
haiz..
i've alr told u..
i dun wan to be with u anymore..
y are u doing tis to me??
WHY?!?
u love to see me in tis condition issit??
u love doing it...??
haiz...
pls..
dun force me wat i dun like orite..
please..understand me...
last n for all...
PLEASE LET ME GO!!!!
i really beg u...
LET ME GO!!!
unchain me frm ur cage...
haiz...
i really nd u to tink abt it...
u are OLD enuff to tink..
pls....
haiz...stop all tis...
i hate it n tired of it..
i REALLY2 BEG U..
PLEASE...PLEASE...PLEASE..
LET ME GO FROM UR HAND....!!!
haiz..
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-][aRiNa][-

hey2...
hahak...
since i got nth better to do...
i tink i update my blog..
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hmm, niwae wat issit
difficult for u to stop bothering mylife..??
haiz..seriously n frankly
i hate it ok...
doesnt mean i be gd to u,
n u can take advantage...
when ii made my final decision...
i will stick to it..
u juz move on with life cn??
n STOP bothering mylife..
it's been 7 mth ago...
u still kip bothering me...
wat 'e heck..?!
haiz...
b4 i blast more on u...
i tink u shld bck off
stop bothering me again...
damn u..
haiz...blh jd giler seh
kalo mcm gni..
is juz lyk
u tie me wif a chain on my leg...
wat u trying to do.??
stopping me frm moving wif life..
n go bck to u..
so u can unchain me??
haiz...
u still dun understand...
WAKE UP!!!!
ur not in fantasy werl ok..
ur in real werl..!!!
haiz...
juz accept the fate...
dh Takdir kte utk berpisah..
haiz...
i speak no more...
MOVE ON WITH LIFE!!!!
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well, other den me having
a few prob wif my ex...
hmm..but sometime i felt
hepi n my smile came bck
wen some of my close fren
ease me dwn..
hee..
u noe urself well..
who am i toking abt..
hahak...
thank you so much...
u really bloom up mylife..
make my smile came bck..
hee...
ok la..till here den..
taking care...
have a pleasant day ppl...
hee...
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-][aRiNa][-

hey..im back..
hahak...
now i rarely update my blog...
cuz im kinda bz and sometime lazy...
hahak..
yeah..
so...life is getting better and better...
yeah..well, wat can i say...hee..
getting my smile bck n soon...
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im glad tt u continue to move on with life...
cuz..in life..
if we fall and fail...we should get up and
move again...
btw...im sorie if i hurt u in any way..
cuz im not meant to be urs.....
this is fate....im not a type of gerl tt ur looking for...
maybe there's is much more better gerl outside
than me...im not juz 'e only gerl in this werl...
im very sure tt one day u will find one...
who can look after,care, and love u deep in their
heart...
niwae...dun be too sad...cuz im alwaes be arnd(insyaallah)
i really treasure our swit memories tt we walk
thru together.....
i knw some of it is totally bitter for me to swallow...
but still i kip it....
so yeah...=)
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till here then orite...
taking care...
-][aRiNa][-

hey..im bck for updating my blog..
heee...quite along tyme ya didn't blog..
kinda bz wif life n stuff..hahak...

N level is over...so time to enjoy seh..
hahahk...
kinda bored sit at for abot 2 mth plus...
aiyoo...

yeah...now life is getting better n better...
getting my smile back as usual..
hahak...
yeah...!!!
this is to my ex...
i forgive u ok....dun weri..
will not get mad easily...
unless u open up the same story..
den i will get mad..
hee.
u noe..i noe la huh..
ahak...
ok la...
till here only ya..
will update it soon..n again..
bye...
taking care...
....aRiNa....

time pass very fast..
we can't turn back time..
life have to move on..

alot of thing that happened
or change..
hmmm...
didn't blog for quite a long time
cuz i've been bz with sch..

now im having holiday..
i dun hv to come bck to sch till
when there is exam..
i have to come back...
my exam is on 29sept,3oct & 7oct
calculate it, i have a long holiday ya..
=)..
but kinda boring too..
sty at home..
aargh!!
looking for job after 8oct..
i think so?!
hmm..
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hari raya is coming very soon...
& i does not have the happiness for the festival..
haiz..
y is this so..??
hmm..i dunno...
already bought baju raya..
2 of them,green n maroon...
bt i dun hv 'e md to celebrate it..
maybe i..haiz...
so stress up..
i hope..during the day itself...
my happiness will come..
really hope so...
hmm...
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some of my fren,i eradicate from
mylife...
im sorie to say tis..
but u dun treasure our frenship...
what do u undertand by the title of FRIEND??
haiz.....
i dun mind if i dun have a fren...cuz
i still do hv my family standing beside me
to support me & carry me up if i fall badly..
hmm..
ok la..
taking care.

-][aRiNa][-

hey..hey...
hee..
been bz nowadays...
hmmm....

on the weekends...
hahak..
2 days me at sentosa,siloso beach..
waterfest'08 la...
bossaball..hahak

been great down there..
make new frens...
enjoyable....
wee..
bt to me..i feel akward la
cuz im new there...
bt as we goes on....
i feel comfortable...
thks to kak yani..kak sally..kak fika etc..
for kip making me feel comfortable..
hee..
ok la..
update it nxt tyme round..
hahak..
taking care..

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....aRiNa....