last night

last night was a disaster day for me
gosh...
who the hell do u think u are.??
rmbr..i wont fall into any swit tok ok..
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last night, my ex msg me....
n he really2 make me blast out at late
night..
he still in his own world...
haiz..
i've alr told u..
i dun wan to be with u anymore..
y are u doing tis to me??
WHY?!?
u love to see me in tis condition issit??
u love doing it...??
haiz...
pls..
dun force me wat i dun like orite..
please..understand me...
last n for all...
PLEASE LET ME GO!!!!
i really beg u...
LET ME GO!!!
unchain me frm ur cage...
haiz...
i really nd u to tink abt it...
u are OLD enuff to tink..
pls....
haiz...stop all tis...
i hate it n tired of it..
i REALLY2 BEG U..
PLEASE...PLEASE...PLEASE..
LET ME GO FROM UR HAND....!!!
haiz..
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-][aRiNa][-

hey2...
hahak...
since i got nth better to do...
i tink i update my blog..
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hmm, niwae wat issit
difficult for u to stop bothering mylife..??
haiz..seriously n frankly
i hate it ok...
doesnt mean i be gd to u,
n u can take advantage...
when ii made my final decision...
i will stick to it..
u juz move on with life cn??
n STOP bothering mylife..
it's been 7 mth ago...
u still kip bothering me...
wat 'e heck..?!
haiz...
b4 i blast more on u...
i tink u shld bck off
stop bothering me again...
damn u..
haiz...blh jd giler seh
kalo mcm gni..
is juz lyk
u tie me wif a chain on my leg...
wat u trying to do.??
stopping me frm moving wif life..
n go bck to u..
so u can unchain me??
haiz...
u still dun understand...
WAKE UP!!!!
ur not in fantasy werl ok..
ur in real werl..!!!
haiz...
juz accept the fate...
dh Takdir kte utk berpisah..
haiz...
i speak no more...
MOVE ON WITH LIFE!!!!
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well, other den me having
a few prob wif my ex...
hmm..but sometime i felt
hepi n my smile came bck
wen some of my close fren
ease me dwn..
hee..
u noe urself well..
who am i toking abt..
hahak...
thank you so much...
u really bloom up mylife..
make my smile came bck..
hee...
ok la..till here den..
taking care...
have a pleasant day ppl...
hee...
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-][aRiNa][-

hey..im back..
hahak...
now i rarely update my blog...
cuz im kinda bz and sometime lazy...
hahak..
yeah..
so...life is getting better and better...
yeah..well, wat can i say...hee..
getting my smile bck n soon...
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im glad tt u continue to move on with life...
cuz..in life..
if we fall and fail...we should get up and
move again...
btw...im sorie if i hurt u in any way..
cuz im not meant to be urs.....
this is fate....im not a type of gerl tt ur looking for...
maybe there's is much more better gerl outside
than me...im not juz 'e only gerl in this werl...
im very sure tt one day u will find one...
who can look after,care, and love u deep in their
heart...
niwae...dun be too sad...cuz im alwaes be arnd(insyaallah)
i really treasure our swit memories tt we walk
thru together.....
i knw some of it is totally bitter for me to swallow...
but still i kip it....
so yeah...=)
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till here then orite...
taking care...
-][aRiNa][-