...::][SiMpLY bE MySeLf][::...

starting with a new life soon.....=)

2009-10-31T18:20:00.003+08:00

BABY!...i love u so much...
no matter wat circumstances....we go thru together ok....
i really love u deep in my heart...n no one cn replace u in my heart...
n tt i promise u hubby!...=)
muacks!

last night

2008-11-13T16:52:00.002+08:00

last night was a disaster day for me
gosh...
who the hell do u think u are.??
rmbr..i wont fall into any swit tok ok..
....................................................................

last night, my ex msg me....
n he really2 make me blast out at late
night..
he still in his own world...
haiz..
i've alr told u..
i dun wan to be with u anymore..
y are u doing tis to me??
WHY?!?
u love to see me in tis condition issit??
u love doing it...??
haiz...
pls..
dun force me wat i dun like orite..
please..understand me...
last n for all...
PLEASE LET ME GO!!!!
i really beg u...
LET ME GO!!!
unchain me frm ur cage...
haiz...
i really nd u to tink abt it...
u are OLD enuff to tink..
pls....
haiz...stop all tis...
i hate it n tired of it..
i REALLY2 BEG U..
PLEASE...PLEASE...PLEASE..
LET ME GO FROM UR HAND....!!!
haiz..
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-][aRiNa][-

2008-11-08T16:29:00.002+08:00

hey2...
hahak...
since i got nth better to do...
i tink i update my blog..
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hmm, niwae wat issit
difficult for u to stop bothering mylife..??
haiz..seriously n frankly
i hate it ok...
doesnt mean i be gd to u,
n u can take advantage...
when ii made my final decision...
i will stick to it..
u juz move on with life cn??
n STOP bothering mylife..
it's been 7 mth ago...
u still kip bothering me...
wat 'e heck..?!
haiz...
b4 i blast more on u...
i tink u shld bck off
stop bothering me again...
damn u..
haiz...blh jd giler seh
kalo mcm gni..
is juz lyk
u tie me wif a chain on my leg...
wat u trying to do.??
stopping me frm moving wif life..
n go bck to u..
so u can unchain me??
haiz...
u still dun understand...
WAKE UP!!!!
ur not in fantasy werl ok..
ur in real werl..!!!
haiz...
juz accept the fate...
dh Takdir kte utk berpisah..
haiz...
i speak no more...
MOVE ON WITH LIFE!!!!
..........................................................

well, other den me having
a few prob wif my ex...
hmm..but sometime i felt
hepi n my smile came bck
wen some of my close fren
ease me dwn..
hee..
u noe urself well..
who am i toking abt..
hahak...
thank you so much...
u really bloom up mylife..
make my smile came bck..
hee...
ok la..till here den..
taking care...
have a pleasant day ppl...
hee...
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-][aRiNa][-

2008-11-03T17:26:00.002+08:00

hey..im back..
hahak...
now i rarely update my blog...
cuz im kinda bz and sometime lazy...
hahak..
yeah..
so...life is getting better and better...
yeah..well, wat can i say...hee..
getting my smile bck n soon...
..................................................................

im glad tt u continue to move on with life...
cuz..in life..
if we fall and fail...we should get up and
move again...
btw...im sorie if i hurt u in any way..
cuz im not meant to be urs.....
this is fate....im not a type of gerl tt ur looking for...
maybe there's is much more better gerl outside
than me...im not juz 'e only gerl in this werl...
im very sure tt one day u will find one...
who can look after,care, and love u deep in their
heart...
niwae...dun be too sad...cuz im alwaes be arnd(insyaallah)
i really treasure our swit memories tt we walk
thru together.....
i knw some of it is totally bitter for me to swallow...
but still i kip it....
so yeah...=)
..................................................................................................................

till here then orite...
taking care...
-][aRiNa][-

2008-10-17T11:55:00.002+08:00

hey..im bck for updating my blog..
heee...quite along tyme ya didn't blog..
kinda bz wif life n stuff..hahak...

N level is over...so time to enjoy seh..
hahahk...
kinda bored sit at for abot 2 mth plus...
aiyoo...

yeah...now life is getting better n better...
getting my smile back as usual..
hahak...
yeah...!!!
this is to my ex...
i forgive u ok....dun weri..
will not get mad easily...
unless u open up the same story..
den i will get mad..
hee.
u noe..i noe la huh..
ahak...
ok la...
till here only ya..
will update it soon..n again..
bye...
taking care...
....aRiNa....

2008-09-24T10:00:00.002+08:00

time pass very fast..
we can't turn back time..
life have to move on..

alot of thing that happened
or change..
hmmm...
didn't blog for quite a long time
cuz i've been bz with sch..

now im having holiday..
i dun hv to come bck to sch till
when there is exam..
i have to come back...
my exam is on 29sept,3oct & 7oct
calculate it, i have a long holiday ya..
=)..
but kinda boring too..
sty at home..
aargh!!
looking for job after 8oct..
i think so?!
hmm..
~~~~~~~~~ @>~~/~~~

hari raya is coming very soon...
& i does not have the happiness for the festival..
haiz..
y is this so..??
hmm..i dunno...
already bought baju raya..
2 of them,green n maroon...
bt i dun hv 'e md to celebrate it..
maybe i..haiz...
so stress up..
i hope..during the day itself...
my happiness will come..
really hope so...
hmm...
~~~~~~~ @>~~/~~~

some of my fren,i eradicate from
mylife...
im sorie to say tis..
but u dun treasure our frenship...
what do u undertand by the title of FRIEND??
haiz.....
i dun mind if i dun have a fren...cuz
i still do hv my family standing beside me
to support me & carry me up if i fall badly..
hmm..
ok la..
taking care.

-][aRiNa][-

2008-09-01T14:25:00.002+08:00

hey..hey...
hee..
been bz nowadays...
hmmm....

on the weekends...
hahak..
2 days me at sentosa,siloso beach..
waterfest'08 la...
bossaball..hahak

been great down there..
make new frens...
enjoyable....
wee..
bt to me..i feel akward la
cuz im new there...
bt as we goes on....
i feel comfortable...
thks to kak yani..kak sally..kak fika etc..
for kip making me feel comfortable..
hee..
ok la..
update it nxt tyme round..
hahak..
taking care..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ @>~~/~~~

....aRiNa....

2008-08-26T14:44:00.005+08:00

wah..
as tyme goes by...my hp number become
"HOT stuff"...sia
haiz...
nowadays i recieve different type
of numbers...
what CRAP is this sia...
...
wanna make fren...
ok...im ok with it..
bt come on la...
can ask for permission 1st rite...

ok...tts one matter...
the other one is...
dun wan to own up who is the culprit
who passes my num...
haiz...
juz own up la...
rather then i get to found out by myself...
making things become worst...
haiz....
seriously la..
to those JERK...
if i get to found out tt
u the one who pass my num...
u better watch out...!!
LAST WARNING ARH!!
aaargh!!!
......

thinking of changing number A.S.A.P....

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
@>~~/~~~

....aRiNa....

what the heck?!?!?

2008-08-25T20:29:00.002+08:00

haiz..
one problem solve...
another problem came up..
what the heck!!!
haiz..
im so sick with this type of life...
aaargh!!!
......................................

tdy...
i was so bored...
came bck frm sch..
dunno wat to do...
damn freaking bored...
haiz..
ask some of my fren whether wanna go out..
some of them say..
wanna slp la...
wanna sty at hm la..
haiyo..
in the end...
i went out wif my parents..
hahak..
better then sit at home..
d0 nth...
hahak..
ok la..*peace*....

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ @>~~/~~~

....aRiNa....

AaaRgH.....

2008-08-22T14:00:00.002+08:00

haiz..
feeling so stress nowadays....
too much pressure...
i feel lyk my head is gg to burst...
err...
hee...
but seriously...im so stress...
aAaaRgH!!!!!..........pressure beb!!!
hmmm.....

to all my fren..im really sorie if i dun
tok to u all lyk im use to...
im very bz nowadays....
too much pressure..
i really hope u peeps understand...

chill...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ @>~~~/~~~

....aRiNa....

2008-08-21T16:19:00.004+08:00

hey...
yeah....
been so bz nowadays....
can't help it la..the main thing is...
what we want...we must go for it...
even if there is an obstacle infront of us...
hmm...
so that's what im doing in my sch now...
.............................................................................

what about mylife den??
emm....well,im sick for past few daes...
i dunno y....hee...maybe over work...
hmm.....
but tts for awhile..
hee...
ok...
err...
i will soon eradicate someone in mylife.....
haiz...im really sorie for those whom i eradicate ...
i noe this is too sad for me...but haiz...i dunno y...
hmm....nvmd la..
this is it....
i tink im doing a right move...
once again...
for those whom i eradicate...pls...do take care of
urself orite.
hmmm....
taking care...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ @>~~~/~~~

....aRiNa....

why u always make me angry???

2008-08-18T16:24:00.003+08:00

haiz...why u kip disturbing my life???
can i hv peace in mylife...??

u noe what...everytime whenever u appear in mylife...
u alwaes make my day miserable...
u alwaes make my mood went down all the way to 'e drain...
can u pls stop interrupt mylife...
haiz...
asl masih nk ungkit lg ksh cite yg dh lame???
y??!?!
i noe we can sit dwn and settle it dwn...
but seriously arh..
im tired of it...
btw..
u said u forgive mE???
mimpi ape seh smlm??
haiz...
if u forget....let me remind u...
this what u told me....."dunia akhirat aku tk maaf kn ko".....
so wat u are telling me now???
haiz....
if u want to say i didnt forgive u...
it's been quite some time alr i forgive u....
haiz...
i become lyk this bcoz i got someone else???
pls la....
im not ready yet la...
wen time give me permission...
den im ok...
due to time constraint...
pls k...
tkmo nk bbl mepek k...
ok la..
enuff is enuff for me...
life got to move on.....
taking care arh...
haiz
-------------------------------------- @>~~~/~~~

....aRiNa....

yesterday, 170808

2008-08-18T16:12:00.004+08:00

didnt update it yesterday...
hmmm..
so...
yesterday, quite tiring day la..
morning...went to jemputan...
den came bck around 1+pm...
after reached home..i went to my neighbour hse...they having kenduri..
hmmm...
bt i dun sty any longer there...
i went hm..i got change...den i did hse cleaning.....

while im doing my hse cleaning...
kak nana msg me.."nk main arcade tk?"...
den i said.."sembarang arh..tk ksh..."...
den she said..."ok set....kul brp?"
i said..."dlm kul 3 arh..."...
she said.."ok...jmp krg kat hg mall....".......
i didnt reply her msg after tt..
so after i finish cleaning my hse...
i bathe den i got change den i went off....
............

when we reached there...
1st place we went to was library...
we stayed there for 2 hours...i tink so...
after tt..we went to play arcade...
hahak...
we spent $6......
btw...playing arcade there's negative n positive part...
the negative part is...u spent ur money....n worth nth at all.......
but the positive part is...u enjoyed urself....
hee...
so yeah...
aftr spent some time at arcade...
we went to NTUC....to bought my rabbit food...
but...it was so ex...
so i suggested to kak nana...
lets go to kovan.....so we all from hg mall went all the way to kovan..
hahakk...
but at last...we got the cheapest rabbit food n the price is worth it...

=)......
--------------------------------------- @>~~~/~~~

....aRiNa....

2008-08-16T21:15:00.002+08:00

Nothing so special bout tdy..
it is as per normal day...
hahak..
.....

so...
tdy i went out wif kak nana n my lil sis..
we went to Taka...
because i had $30 voucher....
but..
i noe Taka accessories is damn EX.....
but at last we manage to bought a t-shirt...
the design is quite simple...BUT attractive...
hahak..
we took quite long hours to look for smth tt enuff for $30...
but we cant find one either....but we found a t-shirt...
hmmmm......
so i bought 3 of it..but different design n colour..
lol...
but...i had to top up $3 more....hahak..
ok la..
it's better then nothing...
rite???
hmmm.....
so yeah.....
wee...
---------------------------------------------- @>~~~/~~~

...aRiNa...

...][predicament][...

2008-08-15T15:34:00.004+08:00

New day..
start anew..
hmm...
what do u expect then??
because of u...im in predicament...

all the while, ur so fraudulent in front of me....
what the hell..!!!.....
this kind of thing u gave to me...
haiz...
watever it is..for me..
enuff is enuff la...
i no longer can swallow all the bitter and sour taste.....
i got mylife...u got urs...
MOVE ON!!!!.....damn u!!!.....
haiz...

ok la..
till here then....
--------------------------- @>~~~/~~~

....aRiNa....

unexpected....

2008-08-14T19:17:00.002+08:00

hey....
well..im bck in updating my blogs...
it's been quite a very long time i
didnt update my post n blog..
hmm..wat can i say...im very bz..
no time to update my blog too...
hEe....

as time goes by...many things had
happened in mylife..
sometime sad...
sometime happy...
sometime dissapointed...
sometime annoying..
hmm...basically different type of emotions...
and because of this..im in predicament....

haiz...there's one time..
i have a big problem happening...
tt tragedy makes me learnt frm my mistake...
and i hope it won't happened again...
in life..there will be a negative n positive part...
we have to challenge ourselves or face all the
reality in this world.
if u walk and fall, get up and move on...
which mean...life has to move on no matter
hw painful or how hard it is..

Be a positive thinker!!
never in urself be a self-hearted person...
think about others feeling too..
u will never go nowhere if u think about urself...
hmmm....haiz....

But now, mylife is getting happier after everything has over...
because of u...mylife turns down...
no light to bloom mylife...
but i manage to bloom mylife by myself...
i know it takes a long period to bloom up...
i will move on..i will not rely on my past....
----------------------------------------- @>~~~/~~~

so....
yeah...
tts all..
taking care....
......aRiNa........

2007-05-17T17:28:00.000+08:00

this mth is damn stressful...
why i say so is that...this mth is my mid yr exam...
hahax..
so stressful..everyday study till 1 + or 2 + in the morning...
now, my mid yr exam had over alr...
im so hepi...
bt the only thing is that..my result..

can i achieve it for what im aiming for..???
that qns always repeat in my mind...
hmm..so scared....

nxt friday my sch have parents teacher conference...
at the same time...my teacher will gif out our report book...
wah..!!!!damn scared leh..

with GOD willing....i hope i pass all my subject..

2007-04-19T20:00:00.000+08:00

hey....im bck to update my blog...
its been 1 mth plus i nvr update my blog...hahaxx..
im bz nowadays...

well...hmmm....
on 'e 5th of april...i was having a napfa test...
well..everything goes well...bt comes to shuttle run...
there is a problem....
i was talking to 'e teacher...suddenly he shout 'go'.....
i was so so shock n i run lyk chasing of something...but my heart still very shock...
wen i wanted to grab the wooden block....somehow my left thumb knock on the ground.....
den i feel damn pain...so i try to grab again tt wooden block wif my left hand..
den again i my left thumb was knock on 'e ground..its was damn....damn..damn painful...
in 'e end i use my right hand to grab....

i failed my shuttle run..bt who cares....
after i run 'e shuttle run....i sit down...den my tears falling...
cuz i can't really bare wif 'e pain i had...
after my napfa test is over....i gt no mood to talk to ppl...
all my fren was worried abt me...so i cool myself..
den i start to talk to them...

on tt day i wen hm at 9+pm...cuz i gt traffic duty...
after everything ends...i went hm...
i reached hm arnd 10pm .....i bath den get changed...
i sit beside my mum n told her everything...
den she massage my thumb...it was dammn painful..
the nxt day...i woke up n i look at my thumb ...its swollen...
nt only my thumb..my whole palm was swollen...
den my dad said if 'e swollen still haven recover he wanted to take to see doctor for check up...
but then...my mum dun wan it..
so my mum bandage my hand..

last wk on thurs....i went to hosp wif my mum...cuz my swollen haven recover yet...
so....i went for x-rays...den 'e doctors say..
i might fracture my thumb...
den 'e doctor said to me....she will put a cast on my hand...

guess wat...????till now im still wearing 'e cast.....
hmph...

2007-02-23T17:01:00.000+08:00

hmph....abt today...well..wat i can say is...
damn bored,tired and feel sick too..
haiz...today is my 1st paper which is english...
haiyo...'e composition topic lyk wat..hahax...

hmm..dis mrng...after i bath..i had dis very painful health..
which is between my stomach n chest...arghh..!!!!
damn painfull..!!!!till nw 'e pain is still on it..:'(
haiz..damn bored...tmr no sch...haiz...

im tired too...not enough slp..haiz...
yesterday i slp at 12 plus...hmm..
den woke up at 5.30am..
so sian lei....

:'(

2007-02-10T21:32:00.000+08:00

hmm...wat cn i say abt today..
i went to pulau ubin..damn it was so fun..!!!hope i get to go there again..hehe
yesterday i set my alarm at 5am...dis mrng went 'e alarm rang...i wake up..den i off it..
nxt..i went to slp again..hahax..bt in 'e i woke up at 5.30am...hahahx..
i clean up my slping place den i rushed to 'e toilet to hv a wash up..
after i done wif wash up, i pack my left over things...
i look at 'e clock, it was 6.10am..i tink...
i do all 'e impt things den i rushed to 'e busstop...damn..'e bus was so late until i wanted to give up...in 'e end, i took bus 80..den i alight at kovan...frm there i walk all 'e way to sch...
wah..!!!!damn tired!!!!..i look at my watch its already 3 more mins to 6.30am..
i must report at 6.30am...so wat i did is to double up my step...
soon i reached sch...btw..its nt only me who is late...bt there is somebody is late too..!!!
fuhh...!!!!!hahax..

after reporting to sch...our bus is there waiting for us....
so we hired tt bus..while waiting 4 others..
den 'e bus went off leaving our sch...
a few mins later...our bus reach at changi ferry terminal...
hahax..i was so excited can't wait to get into 'e bumboat...haahx..
on 'e way to pulau ubin...inside 'e bumboat me n my frens tok crap..hahaxx...
after a few mins we reach pulau ubin...den we hv to walk all 'e way to 'e campsite....
in 'e end we reach to our destination...hahax...

over there i can see all 'e high element...its look so interesting...hahax...
so we went to 'e hall to hv a introduction abt 'e high elements..
after 'e talk..we cn play all 'e elements..
i only played 3 elements which is..ICC,FLYING FOX AND TUNNEL...
theres another 3 more elements bt i didn't play cuz i injured my left leg..
i hv a muscle sprain...hmph..so sad..so i hv to sit at one corner..hmph..
after everytink was over...i took a van to 'e ferry terminal...
while waiting for my other squadmate...i watch 'e sunset scenery...hahax...
when they reach..we took a ferry bck to changi...
frm there we saparate to our own way...
soo..ya..tts all...hahax....

damn tired.....

2007-01-30T17:25:00.000+08:00

im bck to udpate my blog..
its such a long time i didn't update it..
hahax..no time n lazy to update...

well..i dunno y nowadays i feel so tired...
i dunno whether its b'cuz i've gt not enough slp or sumtink else...
haizz..sian...
nowadays sch also lyk some sort of 'busy'..
busy wif study , training , meeting....
haiz...

ya...i tink tts all 4 today...
update it nxt time round...
hahax..
c ya..

aDiOuS AmIgOs..RiNa..OuT...

haiz..damn tired...

2007-01-09T18:24:00.000+08:00

well...firstly, i wanna say tt im bck in updating my blog...
im way too busy nowadays until i gt no tyme to update it..
hahax...bt i m bck now...

hmph..abt today..damn n way freaky tired...
i dunno wat i hv done in sch until i gt no energy...
hahax...in sch i only have 4 subject to study today...
english..POA..maths n chemistry...
haiz..all 3 subject is so stressful....
except 4 english...
i do hv 2 hmwk to be done...haiz...bt i haven done one of those.....im damn tired..
probably i will done it later in 'e late evening..

haiz..i dunno wat to say...im out of words alr...
i will update it nxt tyme..

wat a tiring day....

2006-12-22T18:29:00.000+08:00

hmph...
again..today i hv to wake up early in 'e mrng... 4 sch...
i gt duty in sch....haiz..

theres 2 activity in juz one day...
'e 1st activity is abt 'e sec 1 registration....
'e 2nd activity is our training...

damn!!!....im soo tired.....
i hv to help 'e teacher measure 'e sec 1 student 4 their uniform..
frm mrng till 'e end of 'e activity....im standing...
haiz..
way...way....too...TIRED.....
haiz...
tts was 'e 1st activity...

NOW......COMES THE SECOND PART OF ACTIVITY.....

this tyme...i escape frm training...
i nvr go 4 'e training...hmm...
i gt reason y i didn't go..

hahax..

aDiOuS aMiGoS...RiNa OuT....

WaT a SlAcK....

2006-12-21T17:38:00.000+08:00

hpmh...
wat a tiring day today...i hv SSGT promotion test....

i woke up early in 'e mrng at 6am 'e 1st tyme cuz my hp alarm rang...
i switch off my hp den go bck to slp...
bt den i can't really slp...
i woke up n realise its already 6.30am...

i clean up my slping area den go 4 a bath...
DaMn..!!!!'e water is really damn cold....
i was shivering hard...hahax...
i quickly bath den change to my mufti....

after i get myself ready...n get tink done b4 go out frm 'e hse...
i walk all 'e way to 'e busstop...n took a bus..
i look at my time...its already 7am plus....
i must report to sch by 9am...
hmm...

i alight 'e bus at kovan...
i walk otw to mac to look 4 my fren...
cuz they r waiting 4 me there...
after i reached there...i ask them...
wat must we learn 4 our promotion test...??
so they told me 'e info....

so i put my bestest in my promotion test...
after we spent a little tyme at mac...
we decided to spent 'e rest of 'e time in sch to get our self ready n well prepared b4 our promotion test started...

a few hrs n mins passes...we all was so nervous abt 'e test...
bt we go through everytink..
hahax..
guess watt?????

we slack otw...hahax..
we r nt tt serious...but...
we do get serious wen 'e part is important to us...
so..tts all la...

aDiOuS aMiGoS...RiNa...OuT....